we got 3 golf buddies in their own apartments

feeling giddy about 9 holes

ain't that a picture

haha

I had forgotten the feeling when i first met you - like my feet were moving on their own; 

like i was stepping into a slipstream

this is the same force, isn't it?

whatever is putting this insane smile on my face when i imagine seeing you again

even in my imagination, you're fighting fate, you still crave control

and we don't leave together

but i'm beaming even imagining having my heart broken by you

what would it mean if prometheus was a masochist?

what does it mean if real love doesn't hurt?

i didn't steal the fire of life, you gave it to me.

and you're not broken, you're a breakthrough away.

YOU HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG AND THIS IS NOT LIMERANCE

no but especially you were right about this

results getter, you

executive decision intuition

how you know that

who speaks to you when you speak to yourself

and what do they tell you

this is just another thing for me to find divine about you

have you ever felt so seen? have you ever felt so claustrophobic

don't worry, i'm back inside my own head now. 

i'll never be able to translate what i learned in yours

but i still have a chance to keep the interpreter around

lemme get you to slow downnnnn real quick

Giving Her her Name

I would not be surprised to learn, after everything

that we did save each other.

I am however, in complete denial that we won't be together forever.

I don't recognize your tone of voice

in showing your concern.

You didn't realize my lecture in patience

to accept yourself.

I moved backwards

You moved backwards

is this how we finally dance? 

In this moment we are in lockstep

parallel steps

peeking over our shoulders at the other

I couldn't imagine being more in sync with you

I will love you forever, Shayda.

We Can't Do it All in One Moment

i want to feel whole

in the way you made me realize i can

not the way you made me feel

we don't need to be lovers for that

the way we saw each other gave us an extra pair of limbs to use

and we wreaked havoc

we expressed everything we felt with a megaphone

we lurched and made ourselves big and made ourselves small

transfigured ourselves 

and fucked each others shadow

we were everything we could be 

and sparred

and then you stormed off

how fun it was! come back